Worn and Stressed
Lately I've been struggling with the motivation to make it to class. Been feeling quite worn down, and haven't really gotten a lot of down time this summer. Quite the opposite, it's been filled with activity. Some of it has been awesome, new places to explore, new achievements, new memories; on the other hand, I haven't had an opportunity to rest my body and mind. It has been go, go, go. On top of that, I have had some extra stress with the business.
When I'm feeing like this, I show up anyways. Although not in my usual playful mood. I've found the last few classes haven't lit me up the same way. Usually I always feel better after leaving a class, lately, it's been feeling like it's just one more thing that I need to do, which I know is not great for my training.
The introverted part of me really wants to disappear into the mountains for a bit to re-energize, and not in a running away sense, just to have time with me and my thoughts. I haven't gotten a lot of that lately, and I'm starting to feel it. Numbers have been down still. Training still hasn't been great, but still plugging away at it.
Numbers:
Km's- 2350
AOK's- 771
PU/SU- 31,124
DMH- 466
Monk Spade- 458
Sparring- 572
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